I don't know why but people always expect things to suddenly change when the new year comes. But quite often, they don't realize things have already changed. People died. Friends grew apart. You made new friends. Maybe you got a job. Maybe you've quit your job. Some people are dating, getting married or having babies. And others, oh well, they're still single. It happens.
It's kinda obvious though. But took me some time to realize what I wanted so bad to still be the same has somehow become a dead end. Our endless conversations about everything and nothing at all...became awkward small talks, like the ones you have with unknown people on the elevator or something. And I miss it. I miss how you'd share just about everything that was on your mind. Your problem, the parties, the crushes, the dates, the fights...it was almost like I was there for you. I grew overly attached. And now I'm regretting it every single day.
Cause we're not the same. Like some have said before, so much has changed down memory lane...

Marcadores: memory lane